Assalamualaikum..
9 Mei.
aku seronok pada siang hari, tapi pada malam hari aku sedih.
Allah itu Maha Adil... see that? :)
"hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih"
i post that statement on my facebook account... and it turn out aku yang kena balik... my family talk bout my driving licence... fact here, i still didnt get my driving licence yet. laugh at me. sindir lah at me. cakaplah that im noob. cakap lah everything yang you all rasa sesuai. no harm done [okey, ini tipu] (rujuk surah Al- Humazah ayat 1)
the one who failed is me.
the one who suffer is me.
but i'm always think positive out of it.
i'm always think "maybe this is not the time you can drive, Allah keep the best for you, have faith in him"
yes, im failed in every test i'm taken. and now i'm stop taking it. its not i'm give up or anything. [well at first, yes i did felt that] =.='
i think i need to 'rest' for a while and focus to something else that important other than this. sekarang aku still student. and aku rasa licence ni still not one my keperluan lagi. memang penting untuk have it. i admit it, tapi alhamdulillah, aku still boleh survive lagi.
maybe bukan rezeki aku sekarang untuk bawak kereta. perancangan Allah, siapa yang tahu?
malah aku bersyukur dengan semua ini. iyelah, kalau nak pergi mana mana, pakai lagi public transport. menunggu bus, bersesak dalam bus. secara tak langsung, it can train me to be a patient person. kadang kadang aku rasa jealous dengan mereka yang dah ada lesen. can go anywhere they want. tapi, alhamdulillah aku takde lesen lagi sebab mana tahu, kalau aku ada lesen sejak dulu lagi, aku bukan jadi macam diri aku sekarang? [hikmah ni]
once seorang perempuan tuh keluar dari rumah, syaitan mula menyerbu untuk mulakan operasinya. tapi kalau dah baca ayat kursi sebelum keluar rumah, insyaAllah Allah akan melindungi perjalanan balik dan pergi :)
wallahualam.
tapi aku sedih.
why people always think negative bout it?
why people always sindir at me for not having licence yet?
if nak tunjuk anda seorang yang caring, no need sindir. [note to myself]
all i need is patient from you all and doa. that all i need.
ikut korang nak interpreted entry aku ni camne.
entry sedapkan hati ke, entry sakit hati ke
yang penting, aku yakin dengan janji Allah [64:11]
tapi aku kena usaha gak for that!
bak kata adik aku, doa sahaja tak cukup kalau tak berusaha! [note to myself]
insyaAllah!
